'My sufferings'

I'm a cipher for many,
Hero for one,
The amount of love I received from you is just like the rays of the sun,
Lightning and glittering my life,
Gave me hope to dream big for you as my wife,
A soldier like me faded in love and compassion,
Never knew talking to you for eternity is my passion,
I was a man on his mission,
Who failed to achieve in his commission,
Seeing savagery, inflation, famine and disease's,
I was overthrown with emotions,
Life has more to do than loving I thought,
But my lord always had a better plot,
On my war against injustice and poverty,
I met a girl who had incarnate humanity,
She fixed my heart with proper Psalms,
Made be believe more strong,
Although the way as much as long,
One who made me sing like 'Othello',dance like the violets in the garden,
Who whispered gallunt:every day every night,
She made me bulley with an innocent plight,
I thought we'd care and love each other more,
May be more than the nursery galore,
She was my faire Queen,my dream girl my life,
I thought again there is nothing better than us together getting demise,
As now roads are diverging
We are moving in different paths,
I'm the warrior back to the war,
I see her leaving me with meomeries of her scar's,
We are fading girl,we are hard as rock now,
Emotionally weak but mentally strong,
You see life in a grain of sand and eternity in an hour,
I'm that wild hibiscus flower,
Which you gave the love shower,
There is never a good-bye, but a song of innocence.
Will be with you till that minute of silence,
When people call me as terrorist and you say it's nonviolence,
I love you, love you the most,
Cos you are not my guest but my real life's host,
I hope love never fades away.
      -Saif gallant